Journey of AUM

... Glossy

2009-02-25T23:04:00.001-08:00

Quitely, I pay attention with this. This time is about the other side from the life which can’t be separated from the character. One I find me as hers, me as me - myself, and as them, and also, him – without releasing, I try to give him a role to play.

And I treat my self as my friends, buddies, or perhaps my twins, such as the imaginer of me for being like me as her. I have to play as the one who stabilize. Translate the dreams, make what just brought by the selfish and hope becoming clear - always give me the reason to up, go forward, spirit - watch me as her express the emotion, then tight those all when It just passed… expression. I joy my self as her, joy every behavior, and how it could be something that comes automatically - spontaneity, like when I think as her who joys her life, with a high spirit, even for enjoying every problem that she could face.

Just not long after that, one time I said to my self as her, just to give the chance for a man to join her life. I want to give him a role to play in the life which herself gonna be me. I want to watch a new action like see her as me, find the place to depend on, to talk… and talk… and then to a little bit minimize her fortitude.

But,.....

material that have been passed

2009-02-25T22:53:00.000-08:00

and for every step, also for every material that have been passed.
full of meaning, which is looked in a sequence of events.
made me unnerved, from the blank of my day-dream.
although, just for a moment… You have made me enjoy the awareness.
life must go on and be strong.

AUM

2009-02-25T18:56:00.000-08:00

in a aloneness
between AUM and me
and also mind and heart
there is a feel, about a kind of invisible holy vibration
see, expressed, then create an aesthetics

there is a dependence between want and me
…don’t know…
always within a limitedness

peace of heart,
peace of the universe,
peace… always, AUM